Space and Colour

i was so strong back then..
..back then when i wasn't born
i cant relieving my chest to anything anymore
thats what i call fucking fucking fuck sad
i cant blow my head off so fuckingly high
that i want to launch like a spacex shit
or gone explode like an apollo 13 before it touched the sky, the limit, the anything
or maybe i can face the god
in a duel and combatship, to get his mighty chair

blue is like my feelings anytime, beyond a color
a cheesy yet i like it
my specific is indigo
bcs its like dark but tried so hard to please myself
indigo is not the best blue, but so fucking ugly
but i like it that way, the word, feels so mysterious but nothing but bunch of shit

red is like my angst anywhen, beyond an interpretation shit
my soul, my vibe, my shit, my shaibxccaec
red is riot, red is tiring
my prestige got high till then i dont know whta im supposed to write
bluffing myself that im so strong, that is what is red
red is glorious and ego at the same timee

yellow is like my blindness spot, makes you turn your fucking head away
shit i hate yello so much that i want to punch wall in your face
like a thunderstorm on a midday
make you startled off and frighten
surprised with a shit present yet you know it will come through
mustard is the shit tho, but still blind me anyway
yellow is the shittest person that got the best try to please evryone
superior thing that minorities hate to the bone

green is like my irresponsible, go camouflage with the forest
run through it like Gump in a chase of realities
blend with the leaves and bushes, swallow me all the side
if you wonder where i am, maybe im in the green
forest green i want to be a tarzan
howling off through all the zone till my lungs out
DAMN that is my mood isn't it?
and the best is no one gonna care my presence
or maybe just to restate my reality?
momma i want to die in green
animals all along with me, we may hangout to chill
talk about stupid human and its humanity
maybe invite a buddy one or two
talking about the stupidest human alive, the government and their kids
im a minority for fuck sake that's why im never supposed to in
im so mad they burn all the trees for fuck sake
isn't it tiring to live in walls and glass and doors and steel and na ,zx ckjdn
isn't it tiring ti hear people's bullshit all the time
yelling out loud with nonsenseness, forcing performance like a machinery chicken
isn't it tiring to hear the bike tearing the road, its racing shit machine
ISN'T IT??????
TIRING
TO
HEAR
YOUR
DAMNED
MOTORBIKE
like i really wanna throw em all off side
STRIKE EM ALL WITH ROCKS AND CONES
LIKE A CATAPULT ON FIRE

its enough because i got shit to do that i hate!!!